Yeah, I have a lot of opinions on things. That's who I am, and I often like to voice them, but since I have no other safe place to let my emotions run rampant, you guys get to suffer.
This past week some of the most ridiculous selfish and stupid actions have been performed by some of the people closest to me, and those happen to be the two traits I cannot stand in people.
Let's start with my lovely father and younger sister. For as long as I can remember, or at least since my parents separated when I was 13, my father has favoured my sister over me. He has given her everything she asked for, and given me nothing. The latest thing to drive me insane, as an apple fanatic who actually cares about their products it annoyed me, would be that my father, who is in debt, is giving my lovely sister an iPhone 4 on a contract, while I, as usual, have to deal with my shitty block phone that barely works and pay for my own credit.
I do not joke when I say she has everything handed to her while I have to pay my way through life and deal with everything on my own. For example, I have had to pay for my last 5 I think phones, which is almost all of them, all but two I think. This iPhone will be her 4th phone in the last year which our parents have payed for. She hasn't paid for any of them in any amount for herself. Another example would be her new laptop. While I used my mothers credit card because I was 17 and obviously couldn't get my own, I still payed mine off by myself, my mother did not put a single dollar on it for me, while my sister did the same act and my mother is now paying it off for her.
When I turned 16 my father cut me off financially, including the legal maintenance payments, when my sister turns 16 she gets 70 dollars a week from him and a phone on a contract.
On top of that, she is insanely irresponsible, disrespectful and has no idea about the value of money so she doesn't take care of her things, or anyone elses.
The next thing to annoy me is the stupidity of some people. I have a friend who was, in the first place, stupid enough to sleep with a guy, twice, and not use any protection, and the guy is a known man whore. Then she realised she could get pregnant (no shit! really? I never would have imagined that's how it happened!) So she went and got a pregnancy test. On the back of the box it says 'accurate up to 99% 7-10 days after conception.' Conception meaning after the sperm has implanted in an egg which can happen up to 5 days after sex, meaning she should have waited at least 10 days, then done a recheck a fortnight later or something to make sure her hormones just weren't effected then.
Instead she was stupid enough to take one 5 days after sex, when the test is nowhere near being accurate.
Then she got shitty with me when I told her that it was pointless because it wouldn't have accurate results anyway. Whatever, it's the truth.
On top of that, I'm sick of most of my friends being generally shit people, saying shit that hurts other people and being insanely immature. Every few months I go through a low stage, where people easily annoy me, and the usual behaviour begins to drive me insane, or I become aware of how stupid and irresponsible their actions are. I usually spend a lot more time alone, at home, or around the very few people who actually are as mature as I am.
This is my current state, anyone who reads this from the link in my twitter, you will know whether I have been avoiding you, and that's the exact reason why I'm only really spending time alone or with Abbey. Deal with it, you're all shit people and I don't give a fuck, I could live quite easily without your fake bullshit constantly.
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