lopussa

As it turns out, I have exactly a week until my last ever day of school. This time next Thursday I will have received my year 12 certificate and be done for good, except for exams. It's both daunting and exciting. Especially since I was under the impression all year that I wasn't sitting my HSC exams for an ATAR. Apparently this has changed and now I am getting an ATAR and the pressure is on. Aside from that, the entire class is under pressure to bring the entire range of marks up so that our school and our group looks good, which should be easy enough.

Tomorrow is basically a day off because the entire year is being allowed to have a day on the snow just because we haven't been allowed to take part for the last 2 years, and I refuse to go, so that means I get a lovely day at home. Then I have the weekend, Friday night shall be drunken and full of SingStar and entertainment with Jess and Abbey. Photos are sure to follow. Then my last ever week of school begins with the last two days of class which I think I only miss one class for. Then Wednesday is our muck up day, which the school is calling 'Activities Day' just to make us attempt to behave. Hopefully I'll be able to acquire the care bear costume I want from a friend, otherwise I have no idea what I'll go as. I'll probably just wear a wig of some sort. Hopefully plenty of photos will come from this too. Then Thursday morning we have our year 12 certificate receiving assembly which will probably go for an hour, and then we are done. 

No more waking up at 7am to make sure I manage to get to school on time. No more classes. No more assignments. No more teachers threatening us with N awards. No more wasting my entire day staring at walls pretending I'm actually learning something.

For the next almost 2 months it's nothing but studying. Revision. Possibly learning a lot of the stuff I never payed attention for. This especially accounts for my two sciences.

I also have to somehow make up my mind about what to do next year. Whether I'll go to uni or get a job or just sleep on the couch and play Sims and baby sit my nephew every afternoon. This is the hardest part of it all, well aside from saying goodbye to some people I genuinely like and will miss, and will more than likely never see or speak too again. I can still face-stalk them. I'll probably leave school crying, or cry when I get home or something.

For now though, I will continue to watch X-Factor, move my playstation and get some SingStar practice in so that I can pretend I can sing tomorrow night.