Vaiheet, musiikki ja koulu.

I, like every other person on this planet, have mood swings and mind changes. Unfortunately for everyone else, one of the hugest ones I go through ever few months or so is to not feel sociable at all. Which usually means I become overly shitty, bitchy and down right depressed for about a month or so whenever I have to spend too much time around anyone, much less people who annoy me on a good day. I also become over sensitive to anything anyone does, which means if they are the slightest bit annoying, inconsiderate or mean, I need to leave before I say something I could come to regret. This is me right now.

Unfortunately, one of the people in our group of friends annoys the hell out of me when I am on these 'lows.' And having entered this low on Thursday and having spent the last 2 days with her, I'm not sure it's a good thing. I'm doing well so far, having not actually snapped at anyone. This is because, for once, I have better things to do than deal with drama between people, so isolation is working well for me today.

I also have my last ever school assignment due at 9am in the morning, which I started a few hours ago. I finished part one, but I need to have the information for the second part emailed to me because Mel has it and I don't. Which frustrates me, since we did the prac about 7 weeks ago and she has had about that long to email the information to me.

Change of topic. My mum is going to Canberra for 4 days, 3 nights in 2 weeks, so for the Thursday, Friday, Saturday night of the last week of school for me ever. This means end of holiday drinks and lovely jelly shots will occur, if I can be bothered to be social. It also means the end of the winter ski season. However, she doesn't want me, at the age of 18, to stay at home alone for those nights, which I plan on doing anyway.

The end of winter has already killed me, or close enough. I have a sun burn from my day out yesterday, and I am already wearing jumpers on days where jumpers are probably not appropriate in order to deny the temperature, and to gain better control of the heat when it's actually 40 degrees.

Yesterday, two of my closest friends, Abbey and Mel, went for a picnic with our dogs, because Abbey just got a new puppy and she wants it to be socialised. This went well, mostly.

Now, I'm currently listening to a playlist I made this morning for the sole purpose of listening to while I did my assignment, which took far less time than I had anticipated. And I will now be moving on to either watching tv, playing video games or actually giving a damn about what people are doing. I could even read a book, but that is less likely.